i shouldnt drink

[countrybumpkin]

normally i never drink but tonight i'm feeling quite low so i desided to finish of the carlsberg i had, 4 pints and i'm compleatly fooked and it hasnt made me feel any better

[Trevmk3]

you'll be rate mate, alcohol is never the best solution for depression as it does make you worse, but once you start trying to walk round bumping into things you will start laughing and feel better

[countrybumpkin]

i know it wont help but will help me sleep, and walking thats not posible i can bearly type my balence has gone

[Trevmk3]

If water was Vodka & I was a duck, i'd swim 2 the bottom & never come up, But waters not Vodka & i'm not a duck so slide me a bottle and shut the f*ck

[countrybumpkin]

huh??

[D4N]

I used to drink alot on my own in the house but then deicied not to as it was making me think about sh*t going on im my life and get me all depressed etc..

 

Still have a few but not as much now

[countrybumpkin]

thought everything was going right in my life untill yesterday but now everything is changing and i'm loosing people i love

[D4N]

thought everything was going right in my life untill yesterday but now everything is changing and i'm loosing people i love

 

 

When you feel like this you shouldn't drink. When i felt crap and thought i was loosing people i love, then started drinking on my own. Stupid thoughts went through my head and was thinking about somthing stupid. Not a good feeling!

[countrybumpkin]

i know i souldnt but it seemed a good idea at the time i just want to tell everyone how i feel about them but i cant i just cant

 

on the plus side theres no more drink in thee house

[Trevmk3]

who is it you need to say stuff to if you dont mind me asking, and it is a good thing there is no more drink around as you would only feel worse

[countrybumpkin]

i dont mind yuo asking i dont have that many freinds and since yesterday ive found ou t that 3 of them are moving away and my cloest freind is 1 of them but to make it worse i dont think she was going to tell untill after she had gone theres just so much i wanted to say to her god im just being stupid really

[Trevmk3]

its understandable mate, i think you have said before about this friend.

 

all you can do though mate is try and make some new friends, it is hard but can be done

[BIG G]

Look at all the friends you have on here

[countrybumpkin]

yeh i know your right and its not like i wont hear from her again its just we had planned to do so much and now will thats not going to happen and i know i'm being selfish by not wanting her go but she has aways been the one who has been there to help me through everying and the one i can talk to about anything and i guess i'm scared of loosing that

[pauline]

am getting very drunk i have lost my kids today and are not aloud to see them by self all for the fact i took a overdose in june and been ing madie to pay.

 

i had a assces and thought iwas doing fine but broke the rules by taking the kids out with me to a osfmeet