I lost mine in august the same month as my birthday 2006 just gone i definately know how you feel he died of kidney failure too
I remember the first day i picked him up in my arms as a kitten and you probably do too one minute you think you got em forever and the next all you're left with is memories
R.I.P Greebo
Hopefully our furry little critters are up there giving someone else hell cos it's the things they do that annoy you the most are the things you miss the most when they're gone good luck mate xx