mate i know your situation, im currently looking for another job. the place i work for treat us like shit and i just dont enjoy the job anymore. the last year or so i have been more and more exhausted, impatient, short tempered, and just down really finding it hard to get out of bed in the morning. i even ended a relationship with the mother of my child thinking that was what i was after, someone new! what a King mistake, now my family hate me for trying again with her, and i still feel crap all the time.
i have however found a way out something that really makes me happy and am looking to make that dream a reality.
stick with it mate and find your own way out as long as you want it to it will work out in the end